Monday, 22 November 2010

Insomnia is proper not fun

You know how they make it quite cool in Fight Club to be all awake and stuff?
Well, by cool, all i mean is that Helena Bonham Carter is in it and i would gladly do her all over, even though i am about as straight as they come. When i have my Celebrity Come Dine With Me, she'll be on the list, along with Johnny Depp.
Yes. So it is now 4 in the morning, and i haven't been to sleep. I have been awake since 8am yesterday (Sunday) morning and my eyes feel like they've been drained of any sort of moisture and they are actually hurting. I am all dizzy from the exhaustion of such poor sleep and its driving me mad.
I can't even remember it being this bad in, i don't know, probably over a year. Yeah, about 18 months ago where i would go days without sleep and still go for a jog in the morning (god oh mighty i have no idea how i managed). It seems like a lifetime ago.
And i think we are about the same as then except i feel more tired and like...physically drained. Like in my skin and my eyebags and my eye-drought that seems to have taken over. Honestly, i really just wanna take them out and put them in the freezer for the night but Stef said there could be problems with defrosting and stuff. I don't want that to happen.


Ahh. I am going to sign off again and see if i can find something to watch on-the-line :)

Good day, fellow gentlemen :)
Lil-Dawgggg

"For six months, I couldn't sleep.
With insomnia, nothing is real.
Everything is far away. Everything
is a copy of a copy of a copy." 
Narrator

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