whoosh.

This weekend has seriously flown by. It seems like it was only two seconds ago that it was Friday and i was awaiting a long, drawn out and boring weekend. However, it turned out to be quite fun. I didn't do very much yesterday apart from a little bit of housework but then last night i went to see Tangled. It's only recently been released in the UK but i have been dieing to see it! My friend, Liv, knew this and she decided she would take me as an early birthday present! Wicked!

We got there ridiculously early but it didn't matter too much as we got to have a gossip and some giggles. I got to tell her all about the proposal i got from a drunken friend on Friday night (don't ask! so stupid) and we just sat and giggled.

Don't ask me why, but she's on the wagon (loser, much?! (I kid, i kid)) so i was the only one drinking. That coupled with how they only had the choice of Diet Pepsi or Pepsi Max (two of the worst drinks in existence - apart from Coke Zero which is the devil incarnate) made pretty much a drunken fail. I took some vodka with me, like the gangster that i am, but only had a bit. I just couldn't drink the shit. It was horrible. I tried adding some Diet Coke with Cherry but it couldn't get rid of the piss! lol.

Afterwards, we ended up missioning to Tesco just so that we didn't have to spend the time waiting in the freezing cold and gusting winds

She left mine this afternoon and then a friend turned up (totally forgot id planned it) for me to do her makeup. I did that quickly and have been grazing ever since.

I have appointments galore this week - three of the four appointments are on Tuesday. I have a new CPN/Social worker that i am meeting on Tuesday and i also have an appointment with the bloody dietician where we are apparently working out my metabolic rate. I kinda think that at the moment, this is going to be more triggering than anything. Just because i am so fucking bingey. I can't stop eating. Its horrible.

Andi am going to stop this blog now because just writing that has brought me to tears. Nice one.