Did my nails again tonight. Just the same sort of thing as yesterday. They look shit and i don't care.
I keep bursting in to tears. I am avoiding talking on the phone, so stop calling me.
I am avoiding the mirror because my glands or whatever the fuck they are, are multiplying in size.
Wow. I feel fabulous today.
Had my hair done.
My face is shit
I wish i hadn't had it done because i 'dont deserve it' blah blah blah.
Purged so hard tonight that i fell in the wall, dizzy as a dawg.
snails.
totally ready to be up all night, like usual. And then FORCE myself out to meet Lucie tomorrow. It's not that i don't want to see them. I just don't want to be seen.
Wow. Woe is me.
And sorry for being negative but i can't be sugar coating this bad boy.
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