YoureLateForTea: Mixed bag of tricks.

Today has consisted of just feeling so poorly. I woke up at 5am and started vomiting, which continued until about midday. I know the reason. It's because i binged last night and the after effects of all of the laxatives really gave me a hammering. I couldn't have felt any worse.
And then, what do you know, i binge again tonight.
I don't even know what has triggered this ridiculous period of bingeing. If anything, i think it is because of my body. I am going through the 'I'm so fat > I'll never eat again > Lol JK. I will eat a shit ton of shit > Take Lax > Be poorly > get bigger > I'm so fat' cycle which is one of my most depressing.

To try to make myself feel better, i decided to go and do a wee bit of online shopping. Normally, this ends in disaster but i have a good feeling about today's little wins. I scored myself an XL vintage Levis shirt and a large black Topshop jumper. The jumper is see-through but that's all good because i can wear shit underneath it. I am excited for those beasts to arrive!

During the time i was browsing and doing the online equivalent of wandering from store to store, i spotted a pair of boots and i need them. I need them in my life. Not want, as my Dad would tell me, but NEED! NEED NEED NEED. They are perfect in every single way, apart from being out of my price range! They're $198, which (according to the Google Gods) is about £122.
I need to think of a plan to get these beautiful beasts in my life. They're just perfect.
Spy on the little gems for yourself! (and, in case you're wondering, I am a US size 8 *wink,wink*).

I ended up cancelling plans with Lucie today because of what happened last night. And yeah...i felt like the shittiest friend. I thought she was going to be annoyed with me but she was actually really really sweet. Bless. She really is a little gem. Ill make it up to her on Thursday. I am going to try and be nice and chirpy :)

I have been looking at some train prices tonight, so that i can go and see a very special little someone. We will have to see when i will be able to afford it though. I have to see her very soon. She knows exactly who she is :)

Finally, i feel like posting a few pictures of happiness so here goes nothing... (there are a few on here that have not even been put on to Facebook yet because i went in to a bit of a photo downer after coming back from Florida. I kind of just didn't get around to it. Plus, my MacBook doesn't have a card reader so i have to use this USB stick thing, which is not actually any extra effort but i love to use it as a little excuse in my mind!)

A lizard that captured my wee heart because its one of the deadliest beasts ever. It infects its pray to death. It has one of the dirtiest mouths EVER and nothing can cope with the bacteria...WHAT A SKILL!