'Waiting on the far side banks of Jordan'

My sister and I

This song is in my head, yet again. I love Johnny Cash music such a ridiculous amount and this is just one of those songs i don't ever get bored with, along with Cry Cry Cry, 25 minutes to go and Pickin' Time. I just love him!

This weekend was really nice. I ended up spending the whole time with my sister and we just had such a luscious time. She stayed at my house on Friday after we had been to the pub to soak up a few rays and then i stayed at hers on Saturday night. We went to a pub nearby and they had karaoke on and it was just really fun. I didn't sing. I wouldn't even dream of it! But she sang Candyman with her friend and we just had an absolute blast.

Alice and my sister, singing Candyman

Today has been spent doing things around the house.

Plus, MY MAC DELIVERY FINALLY ARRIVED! I ordered it last Tuesday and, as promised, it included a free mascara! Result.

I am going to hoover in a minute and give Princess Twinkle some snuggles.

Ive been having crazy cravings all weekend and they're making me mega discombobulated. Lol.

Thursday is my CBT and so far, i have had two panic attacks today. Lovely. :l Hopefully they will die down a bit soon. I am going to go. There's no doubt about it. I will force myself. But my head is being a right royal pain in the bootie. Nevermind...

My brother, sister and me

Also, thank you to everybody that gave me advice about the impending trip to Florida. I really did appreciate it and am going to try mega hard to take on a few of the tips. :)

I am in quite a nice mood today. Its been cold but the sun is just making an appearance for the last couple of hours so that's a nice treat. I fancy reading a book but i can't even hold a proper conversation at the minute because of my concentration levels. Its not the depression, i don't think. I think its more to do with the preoccupation with food and bodies and shiz. Its making it nearly impossible to concentrate on anything. SO ANNOYING.