Lovely Lovely Mr Sunshine

The sun has got his hat on today which means one thing...

a happier me.

Well, 'happy' might be pushing it. The sun aint going to boost my mood too much but the fact that i am thinking about taking Annabella to the park will do a great deal for me :) Lovely.

I am, once again, embracing my inner goff today. Dark dark red lipstick (MAC's Media) and brown eyes. :) I feel like i am in a good mood. I am not sure if the umpteen cups of coffee or zero seconds of sleep have anything to do with this but, to be honest, i don't care. I have a feeling it is artificial but honestly, artificial or not, i am glad to have a little break from the slow, lethargic self that seems to have taken over recently.

I didn't sleep at all last night. I ended up giving in and downing black coffee from about 4 this morning. I know that that is not the best thing for most but honestly, it's what i need. I can't live on small amounts of sleep and find it much easier to function on nothing at all than i do when i have had just a small block of sleep. I have always been one to need hours and hours and if i can't get that, my body just wont work properly.

As long as i don't start falling to sleep on the buses i get today and making a tit out of myself then i say it's all good in the hood.

Its taken me four hours to shower and get ready. I am not dressed yet but that's only because i dress at the very very last minute because of how bloody stressed i get about it. If i do it last minute then it is kind of like ripping off a plaster - i just get the clothes on, throw on my massive coat and scarf and leave straight away. It is just a way i have found of being able to deal with it. I couldn't manage if i had to sit around in clothes for a couple of hours before leaving the house. My head would probably explode or drop off from the stress lol.

So, i am sat here in my lovely fluffy dressing gown (LK bought it me and it's so cuddly) and fluffy slippers. I have a cup of coffee on the go, which i think is going to be the drink of the day to keep me going :)

I am meeting Lucie at 12 to pick up Annabella for our afternoon together. I haven't decided what we're going to do yet. I am thinking of getting the bus to this shitty little shopping centre to pass some time on. Then, probably just go to Meadowhall and walk around there until Mummy comes to meet us. I might try and fit in a park visit or something. I'd take her to feed the ducks but the last time i tried that, we got surrounded by pigeons (fucking terrified of the beasts) and it just was not a successful park visit to be honest.

I am excited for today. FOR SURE.

Better go and battle this bloody wardrobe dilemma.

Note to self: Need new shorts BADLY.