Merry New Year

And there we have it folks. One more year has been done and dusted and i am so ready to wave the next one in.

Last New Year was rather different to this one. I remember having a drunken binge and purging on the roadside but i feel calmer about this one. I know there are the calories from the alcohol and everything but, you know what? For one night, one single night, i am going to try so hard to push that to the back of my mind and drink whatever the fuck i want.

LK has been staying with me since Wednesday and we have been having a lovely time. I wont lie to you, it IS strange having somebody in the house all the time and not being able to do things i normally do. By 'things' i mean take laxatives :l But, to have the company of a dear friend is something i adore so much. I really cherish those closest to me and the time i get to spend with them is precious to me.
LK is an absolute diamond in my life and i can't even begin to thank her for her friendship and constant love. :)

Last year, i went down to see her and it was some major fun. We had a blast. That was the first time we had met and, looking back on that time, i can see how different things are. They're not all good by any means but i like to have a definite time to look back on and compare to. Some comparisons are my ED-head doing the talking and being a knob but then others are happy. Like, how i feel a bit more stable in my moods. The people in my life; my friendships and my family relationships are so much more stable. They haven't had any problems really and i feel like i have grown as a person.

This time last year, i was still with my old therapist and, as much as i miss those sessions, i like to look back and smile and think about how i now don't rely on a therapist to talk to because i can work a lot of things out either through talking to loved ones or just working through them myself. That's a really nice feeling actually; knowing that even though things are really bad at the moment, i have also developed and grown as a person.

Goodbye den twenty-ten.