Victories

This weekend has just been full of loveliness. Its kind of been a ‘take a stand’ weekend for me. I needed to do something to try and claim my life back and i feel like ive done quite well.

Im trying to introduce Starbucks back in to my life. This is a big step for ME and away from my eating disorder and you know what? I bloody missed them. I keep trying to talk about it and crying because its just so nice to have that back in my life. I dont know…its just nice 

Ive been dating a guy for a few weeks and it looks like its official now which is really rather lovely  It makes me all smiley

Im trying. I know thats a wishy washy kind of word. Trying? How crappy and insincere! But its what has been happening. I went through a big list of my behaviours and noticed all the things that have changed and its so nice to actually realise things have changed. Even all of the teeny tiny things that seem random.  Trying is good. It sounds shit but its bloody wonderful! I haven’t been feeling like ive been getting anywhere but that list gave me a nice sense of perspective and made me feel much more at ease!

Operation Get My Life Back is a go!

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