YoureLateForTea

I can't sleep again tonight. I don't feel too sparkly - kind of a bit dizzy and sick as a dog. Not nice, not nice at all.

Tonight (well, technically LAST night) was lovely. I went on my date and had such a nice time. It was ever so simple. The evening spent at his, watching a film and chatting. It just seemed really natural though. Put me in a nice old mood. I wont go in to details so as not to jinx it but it went well :). I am a happy bunny :)

This week is going to be fun, i can feel it already.

Tomorrow is going to be a home day. I need them to start my week off because i always feel quite scared at the beginning of a week. Its like a clean slate in my mind and its just kind of difficult for my head to be able to keep me on track to not bingeing. I don't know why but it is. I use Mondays to start the week off as i mean to go on. They always end up being dead unhealthy and unhelpful but i don't mean that to happen...hmm...

Tuesday - i think i am spending the day with my homegirl and the wee halfpint :) Exciting times :)

Wednesday is going to be spent at home and then i am going to see Bridesmaids at the cinema with the lovely Lucie in the late afternoon/evening time (can't wait!). Have you seen it?

Thursday is counselling in the afternoon (i hate when she pisses about with the times) and then home for the rest of the day.

Friday morning is going to be spent with my homies. We're going to town and then Meadowhall, followed by a trip to Monkey Bizness, where the wonderful LK will be meeting us. In we shall go for play time and general fun before going back to mine for a weekend of frolics. I haven't seen LK for months so this should be a really nice weekend. Chantelle is coming over for drinks on Friday night and she is going to be staying over :) I am actually rather excited. I am trying my damn hardest to push all ED-ish thoughts to the back of my mind as much as possible. There are the normal 'you're about ten stone heavier' thoughts creeping in at the moment but i do know that, with LK, that shit doesn't matter.

In all seriousness though, i haven't weighed myself since pre-Florida and i know for a fact that i have gained about two stones. Body checking doesn't let 'owt get past me!

Hmm...

So that's that really, ladies and gents. My week in a nutshell.

I am also hoping for another date at some point but everything is rather jam packed, as you can see!