'Give me an eeny
Meeny miny mo
Or an ip dip dog shit rock an roll'
I love the Arctic Monkeys. It really is as simple as that.
I have been waiting for their Suck It And See album to come out for what seems like a life time and i am so not disappointed. I actually think it could be pretty big. My favourite song from the album at the minute is 'Library Pictures' probably just because i adore the lyric posted above. There are so many catchy songs on this beast. Lovely :)
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Things with Tony are not good. Not good at all. I broke it off last night. I can't do it. My head is all over the place and basically, i think i am kind of surrendering to my eating disorder. Its like there is three people in the relationship and it's just so difficult. Plus, he doesn't have any sort of knowledge or understanding of mental health. NONE. I know this could be taken by some as a good thing because there are no preconceived ideas and no misconceptions. It kind of gives you a blank page and i can understand that but it's horrid. Its hurting my rather than helping.
He will say things that wouldn't affect anybody else but hit me like a ton of bricks. It isn't his fault, i know that and i accept that, but each time it happens, its making me feel worse.
I am just not ready.
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