Well, this week has been one strange son of a gun, and that's putting it lightly!
You know how i said that Saturday was my little brother's birthday? Well, i ended up forcing myself to go to the meal with them. I didn't have anything while i was there but i did manage to stay. I took a Temazapam before i went. It was SO hard and i was getting snappy as hell but it could have been worse - like my mother could have been there ('too ill' for her only son's eighteenth birthday. ugh).
After the meal, we went to a local pub. Chantelle and I were playing pool (and failing miserably) when a group of guys walked in. I started getting anxious and wanting to leave but Chantelle wanted to carry on playing pool. We stayed all night and then we went to a club. I spoke to this guy and he was the person i was spending my time with in the club.
Long story short - i have a boyfriend!
His name is Tony, he's 31 and he's lovely. I have spent almost all of the time since Saturday evening with him. Tonight is the first night we have not spent together and i miss him (lol). He knows everything. He isn't bothered. Well, it obviously worries him but he is accepting of it and feels supportive of it all.
I know it's really sudden but it just feels nice. It feels right.
I have had so much shit for such a long time and am just excited for some happier times.
Here is my week in a few pictures.
Congratulations (again!), you deserve some smiles now, and maybe this is what you need to help your mental health?
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Aww yey :)
ReplyDeleteSorry about your mum in all this {{{hugs}}}
Dayum girl! Get in there with the older man an what not! Lol x seriously though, glad you are feeling happy! Bout bloody time that lovely face of yours had a smile on it!! Xxx
ReplyDeletei'm so happy that things are starting to go well :)
ReplyDeleteI love you, millions & miss you very very much!
need to see you this week (i'm back tomorrow:)!)
xxx