'We only said goodbye with words'

I feel like today has been three days long. I am absolutely knackered. Rather a relief really when you remember that i have such issues with sleeping these days.

I met my Dad and got my birthday money (wooo) and then went and did a little bit of shopping with my girlies. I didn't end up buying anything fun though - all rather mundane stuff. It was nice to know that i was around such positivity though, especially when my head was being such a knobhead.

After spending the majority of the day with Lucie and Annabella, i met Chant and Dave for a drink and then Liv came and joined us. It was nice. I always love beer gardens in the summer when i can sit and sip on my vodka and coke whilst soaking in the sun. Not that i like a tan. I am all about staying away from any tanning products or from any sort of burny sun! I just like to sit out there and soak up a few rays. It always gets my endorphins pumping and boosts me a little bit. Plus, to be surrounded by people i love is never a negative, let's be honest!

Afterwards, i went to Tesco and then came home.

I just feel like its been such a long day though. I am really worn out and it's a weird feeling because i haven't done any more than usual and nothing is any different to how it usually is.

On the PLUS PLUS PLUS side, i think i might actually sleep for a decent time tonight (touch wood!) and my cod does my body need it?!

OH! And the shorts problemo is fixed. I found a shop in town that cuts vintage Levis to whatever length you want for just £8. Plus, i got a new giant (and i mean it is one monster) cardigan in a really light brown colour. Its nice. Who knows, maybe i will post pictures when i get my new camera (which should be in-store on Friday).

The plans for this weekend have changed. LK is not coming. Not because she doesn't want to and not because i don't want her to...our heads just can't be dealing with it. I am disappointed and annoyed with mental health today - even more so than usual. Another load of plans have been spoilt and it is annoying. We have been planning this trip for ages and its gone tits up.

Thank goodness we're both so understanding though and have left it as a kind of 'open invitation' so as not to put too much pressure on our already pressure cooker-ified heads.

I seem to be loving making up words today!

It is half past midnight and i am so ready to hit the sack

Peace!

p.s. The title of this blog has no relevance whatsoever. It is just my little song of the day. I can't get it out of my head!