Why i stopped taking my pills, i will never know. I don't understand my logic, ever. 'Maybe the pills are making me so fat?!'. Yes, Lil-Dawg, that will be it. Its not like the pills are the only thing keeping you together.
I stopped taking them a while back and i have been trying to get back on them. As well as me vomming every two fucking minutes from taking too many laxatives (i think that is the reason), i am vomming whenever i take those. So now i have to play games with my eating disorder.
I have a choice. Do i want to take the pills and risk vomiting or do i want to take the laxatives? I can't take both because then i vomit the laxatives and that's just daft. Eurgh. its driving me mental because i truly do want to get back on the pills and sort out my mood. I don't know what the hell to do.
I have an appointment with Andrea tomorrow. Its only a half hour one. She will want to do my BP and maybe weigh me. She likes to not warn me about weigh-ins now, i think, because i have been cancelling appointments whenever i have been due to be weighed. Naughty girl.
I am not nervous. She will want to know about my blood results (came back as 'no further action') and be interested to hear about my ECG. I have not had it done. I don't want it doing. FUCK OFF. I am not having an ECG in that place, they can bollocks. Arrange me an appointment or suck my balls.
So, in other news, i am a happy puppy.
I ordered a new powder blush from Mac last week and, when it arrived, they had sent me the wrong colour (fukmalyf). I was just going to go and take the colour in to the Mac store tomorrow and exchange it but i decided to send a quick email to Mac to see if they could get hold of the original blusher for me instead. I expected to have to send back the one they sent me in error (Sur) and then for them to resend me the original order (Gana).
I checked my emails this evening and saw that this lovely lady had replied to my email to tell me that she had ordered Gana to be sent to her desk ASAP and that she was going to send it out to me, free of charge and i could keep Sur with compliments from them.
That has got to be the best customer service i have ever recieved.
I'm so happy because gana sold out one hour after i bought it so I would not have been able to buy it at all. gosh!
That put me in a good mood for a start.
I went to the shops and spent way too much money on munchies like sweets and chocolate. I can deal with eating sweets but chocolate freaks me out a bit. Ah well.
I slept most of the day away because i didn't sleep last night. Finally dropped off at about 7am.
Yeah, so when i got back from the shop, i got a phone call. I contacted someone about getting Sky TV last week bu decided not to sign up for it because i needed the payments to be due out around the middle of the month so i didn't die (lol). Anyways, the Sky people called me again today to see where i was with my decision. I had sweeties in my hand and had just recieved the email from Mac so was overly lovely.
I signed up right there and then.
I wont notice the pennies gone now but wait until mid-February haha.
However, i will have kids tv to keep me happy =]
Nice.
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