YoureLateForTea

What is it that makes time with children, trampolines and sunshine so wonderfully perfect? Today has been just that; perfect.
The day didn't start all that fantastically, considering that my friend went home today and i was left feeling like my left leg had been chopped off, again. I always get that dreadful feeling with each time she has to leave. However, i managed to keep myself busy throughout the day and tried to hold on to the amazing things we have done in the past several days; drinking, bowling, driving, singing...we dids it all and we had an absolute blast.
Just after she left, i went over to a friend of mine's house and then we took a nice, slow walk down to the local Morissons and did some shopping down there. We got a taxi back up and then i decided to just stay up there for a while.
Oh my heavens, you should have seen me in the taxi. Today has been a day full to the brim with high, sunshine-driven moods. I have been like a gazelle, bouncing around, semmingly without a care in the world. I have not been grazing, i have been in a stampede of vitamin E driven beauty. Throughout all of this weekend, i have been relatively okay. I am still having my normal moodswings but i am trying my hardest to recognise when they come so that i can attempt to avoid or to deal with certain situations in a different manner.

I have been trampolining, playing on the Nintendo Wii, singing, dancing, running, jumping... You can't actually imagine the giggles i have had.

As with all days spent alone at the moment though, i am finishing with a bucket of laxatives and i am laying down on the windowsill. I have my blanket underneath me and my wonderful pillow behind me. I like it. I am chilled.

The evening sun is starting to dip below the skyline and the temperature is dipping to a more mellow and manageable number. It is beautiful. I like it when the summer comes. It always seems like everybody is much happier and open to you when it is sunny. It is difficult for me when i am messing around with all of my thousands of layers, jumpers and wooly boots.


My Lady Vagina coat has been locked inside the cupboard for the last week and i am not going to lie, i miss her. I miss her terribly. I found myself wishing that the sun would take off his hat and retire to his room for a day, so that i can remember what the cold feels like on my face and so that i can experience the joy of the ice, blowing on my face.

Tomorrow is going to be a day spend all alone, self inflicted pain.

Tuesday, i have my sign language exam and i am not looking forward to it. I haven't actually swatted very much. I am going to have to dust off my folder and try my best to revise.
Oh the irony of it all!
Not only am i going to be sat in front of a camera, having a conversation and being all 'oh my shit. how fat am i?!' but i am also going to be asked to speak about food and drink. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife!

And, that's me done.